Yes I’m frustrated…VERY VERY ok 1st I have to postponed buying hubby’s belated gift and of course my stuffs. And also I was not paid.. Well I can accept that cuz FINALLY atu baru namanya UNPAID LEAVE DUDE ! !
So I apologize to my husband for not getting him new shoes for this mth . So all my plans hancur berkecai. No paying bills for this month. Sabar je lah. Oh yeah erm I saw the guy who ruined my life on the road yesterday . He was before called a friend, he was the one wanted my previous car my KIA which is now I’m paying basi buruk. He used it for almost a year and didn’t pay it. When I saw him yesterday you know what car is he using…. A CEFIRO?? A FUCKIN CEFIRO , HE IS ENJOYING HIS CEFIRO WHILE I AM DYING TO PAY DEBT ? I was saying ” Ya Allah Y are you doing this to me ???” YyyyyyyyYYYyyyyy? “Are you testing me while I am in this condition???”
Hubby tried to calm me down , berkat maghrib atu kali . At 1st i was’t sure it was him 2x pandang YES IA , he was looking at us jua 2x pandang then tarus straight ia meliat… nampak mcm org bedusa and lain rasa.. Ya Allah.. Tuhan saja tau cemana rasanya eshh life is full of shit and yet I have to move on and be strong. And I thank to God although he gave me lots of cabaran and dugaan Alhamdulillah I’m still on my feet , with my husband on my side to keep me strong and not forgetting my mother. With out her courage in this life I would not be strong just like her . And yes Thank You Mummy…
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