Right now i’m listening to my ipod, listening to my songs then popped out some sad songs and suddenly emotional attack ! ! ! POOF ! ! I miss my siblings back at home. Its just I feel lonely without them , seeing my progress and changes in me and my baby.
While holding my tummy saying to myself..” Mummy misses your aunts back at home,mummy feels lonely with out them, missing their noise in the house , laugh , jokes everything”.” And not forgetting I promise you I won’t make you feel lonely like mummy…”. That is what I told to my lil one , while i feel him/her moving inside me. Stress of work and political things happen at work makes me wanna go to the beach and scream soooo loud just to release my tension.
This happens with emotional attack comes. You just can’t help it but cry and let it out. Now I feel much better. Well I was crying for almost and hour. My hubby don’t know the story about me crying , yeah as usual on his off day he usually sleeps early snores loudly right now so yeah my Ipod is my hero sumbat ja telinga ahh rahmat..
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