Wish you are still here...Missin my one and only MJ 298 RIP

29th August , was his birthday if he is still around he would be 52yrs already , of course who else.. its my one and only Michael Jackson . I missed him so much , i watched his videos and tatap lah jua emosi ku ani terkeluar hehehe can't help it dude.


LOVE YOU MJ... !!!!!!!!!!!!

some pictures took by E5...

C bunal kuEarly morning pic

Hubby sending me to work

Me... hehe chubby...

26th already ! ! ! !

Hey , finally got the chance to update my blog, been busy lately sejak2 bekaja balik. Exhaustion lagi took over yeah so jadi malas kan online. Oh yeah HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ME ! ! ! Aww man I'm 26yrs Old already hahaha nda pa gonna be a mummy soon so that age will be fine... Insyallah by the age 28 maybe I'll have another baby amin amin...

And I would love to thank people in Facebook , my colleagues for the birthday greetings and best wishes... Hubby is the 1st mcm biasa. Hehe of course I didn't expect any gift for him. Just a simple sweet kiss hehe :x muahz.. And my Neuro colleagues the nurses and the Doctors sang to me haha aww so suwetet.~~ hahaha .

Present... hmm guess what I finally got myself Nokia E5 just like i wanted.. ! ! and its white color gtu hehehe.... I got it on the 23rd advance lah tu kira nda sabar hahah krg habis stock aku jugak yg susah hehehe.

Me and si E5 wawawa puas hati kuh~~Caught in the act( Kiki tido ) belabih kn bini2 ani hehehe

Bed rest ends today....

Finally My bed rest ends today...back to work tomorrow... :( yup back to WORK a.k.a BLACK HOLE..... But before that I have to take GTT test which is for my glucose and an early urine. SO yeah I have to fast starts from 12 midnight later till tomorrow...mudahan tahan...amin amin I know i can do this... Bah baby be good jntah kusut2 krg mlm ah mummy will feed u till midnight ani..hehe so tgh2 mlm nda payah bangun and makan ok syg... ;)

So the appointment for 4d will be tomorrow and also checking my fluids..mudahan ok.. lau nda we will see how and hopes baby's weight naik.. BABY, MUMMY FEEDS U SUDAH SO PLEASE GROW! ! ! ! heheheh majal sudah mummy tu asak2 foods to u hehehe...walaupun kanyang masih jua di asak hehehe...

My mood was not ok today due to a lil argument with the husband..so far i try not to think about it tehee~~ biasalah laki bini kanzz ;) andangnya lau diri kan Bday atu ada2 saja tia kan kelaie ta ya kan berungkup taya. Lau ikut kan hati aku jalan mlm ni bawa kerita my mum tapi neh~~ jan luan di turuti hehehe dgr lagu lagi bagus... plan kan membaca surah2 ni konon yg ada lam Ipod. P kena kebas leh biasa lah sang suami bawanya kaja.... esk ku tapuk tu ipod ah biar ya hahahaha ( evil laugh ) tewas kasi org bad mood and marah2...hmph ! :-/

Oh yeah I almost forget to tell hahah I almost get me a 2nd had car Airtrek which was cheap bulanannya... well kai nama my husband pulang tu. But then esh esh esh baik jua iman ku kuat lau nda esh esh esh tambah lagi beban ku Ya Allah thank u for banging my head... hahahaha kdg2 ah membari garam ati kan ada kerita sendiri kan bejalan pun payah... and also keraja tuhan saja yg tau.... antah bilakah si utang ani kan abis...especially the previous car that i pay yg nda pedah2 ah.... and I saw that car tadi di Gdg.. the colour masih sama p kamah belutak wawawawa sorry yo..p yg banarnya KAMAH EH ! ! hehehe majal... bah sanatah dulu cerita tu. Mcm lintang pukang ada jua ah , marah jua banar hahahaha bah laters kan main game ku dulu bawa hati yg mental...hehehehe

Momo Died :'(

I got a sad news ,was told to me by Mum that our cat , Momo passed away this morning inside the cage. Momo was a sweet kitten which I saved from being hit at the highway, and yes he was a sweet kitty and manja. Mum said probably he ate a frog. Since its rainy season frogs singing here and there atu kali ah ? And also Momo is a type who catches things iatah kali tu. Mum told me he was fine in the afternoon before putting him inside the cage, then the next day which is today , he's dead...

This was the 2nd death for this month , 1st was Ino , caused of death unknown..because he was being sick and mum brought him to the Vet and cakap nda papa...biasa lah vet kerajaan kan?? Lutui~.... So sad to hear them leaving us. Hopefully they will say good thing about us in the hereafter amin amin...dalam bulan suci ani jua kan.... :). We love u guys soo much thank u for being a great companion and a great pet to us.. Insyallah we will see each other.....amin

My work.....

My Meja Yg bejurit, yup nampak aku atu sibuk kan membuat kaja... tak main2 tau heheheDuring the Opening of NeuroStrokeRehabCentre

Me and Fatin mau tia jua begambar hehehe

Selamat dtg.... hehehe my new place....nda tau permanent kah nda tu ah

This are some pics that i wanted to share u guys pasal our new ward. NEURO STROKE REHAB CENTRE, finally brunei has a stroke centre with the help of the German Doctors and the German Nurses. So yup that's my new post, so I ain't in the Maternity Ward now. So far its ok working there the only problem is meja ku atu nda complete , tampat photocopy ali2 , print sticker ali2 so lau ada new patient aku kial2 mcm org gila..sudah di complain masih jua nada papa di reception ku atu...CHISH! ! ! so dari sana lah ku dpt MC 1 week pasal terlampau active bekeraja and OVER.. hehe kes marah ;)

Cute Hanboks for babies... I love them ! ! ;)

Don't you just adore them..... hehehe sooo cute now i just have to think where to get them nad the price for getting it from abroad....fuhh~~ faning kepala I...

Hubby's belated pressie...

I almost forgot, remember the last post I told about me getting frustrated pasal not getting my hubby his birthday pressie... well guess what rezeki was there thanks to Allah and my lil one I got my bonus last June and also duit tarik gaji. And I gave my mom double then the usual, and bought electricity extra etc.

And also since hubby's phone well is always "KARBAN" keeps on complaining bla bla bla so I decided to get him a new phone. He was surprised and ask what is for, I told him "Its Your belated birthday gift" since i have extra budget Y don't i get him a nice thing so that he can use it. He was happy and thanking me and lil one and also to Allah for giving us extra budget for that month.

Got and E63 for him :)

Before I used to get him E72 but we had to sell it due to hehehe needs of $$$ and not only him who got the new stuff... ME TO :) hahaha I got myself....

Nokia 5800 Express Music

Hahaha nda mau alah , since antah ah I kinda touch screen but after using not NOT until a MONTH , I got bored and wanted to get a new one. I'm not sure why this phone ilang minat ku?? Hubby was shocked hahaha yes he did when I told him I wanted to sell it. P till now alum ada org membali jua time kapih plus puasa... The phone is still with me but i stopped using it already. SO its in the box now mcm baru no scratch nothing....so yes its still available hehe.... Actually the phone that I really2 wanted was LG Lollipop pink because its CUTE ! ! But then hubby said "harga cematu p nda jua brapa intinya" mcm nada wireless lah catu lah mcm nokia harga catu2 p wireless ada cematulah maksud nya eeee :(

Cute kan???? especially the pink one??? hahaha

Giling2 lakiku supaya ku nda membali the useless phone.. ok then so I give up and decided to get me and E5 or E73... jheng jheng jheng..... start tah paning kepala ku nah hahaha

This is E5 which currently cost around $300 plus not far from Nokia 5800's price

And this one is E73 and the price is UNKNOWN pasal ani baru yg akan dtg

Yes and the headache starts now hahahaha so both phones sama function biasalah Nokia kan?? and ada jua sikit2 yg nada arah E5 so antah...we will see how my budget goes. Lau cukup2 for E5 E5 saja lah mana2 yg mampu hehehehe ;)

Another story came up

After the news regarding my late uncle , my biological mom fainted and went to the hospital luckily nothing happens tambar air saja. I wonder what happens, my sister told me that she was ill after she got back from KL. The eldest said she fainted because she heard the news about the death of her brother, well as long as she is ok then I'm fine with it.

I told my siblings back at home to help her in everything like the house work the laundry ect. Laundry kan hari2 antah mcm bendera merdeka saja dirumah atu. And my brother was a pain in the ass to mom also mcm2 hal di buatnya saja makes her mind bingung saja. Hopefully everything went ok with the funeral , too bad me and my mummy here didn't have the chance to be there with the family, sure my real mom also didn't have the chance to see his brother too since she was in the hospital since morning, ptg baru balik atu pun abis sudah. She needs to rest from the traveling thingie . I think thats it. I wanted to post the pic of my late uncle but I don't have it with me. I'm sure if I have the picture I'll post it here.

A family Member just passed away

Good morning people , yeah I know I know its early wanna know the reason why ? Ok I got phone call from dad at 1st I don't wanna answer it because I was soooooooooooooo sleepy but then again I answered it. Dad wanted to talk to my mom so i rushed to her room and told her.

She took the call and received a sad news regarding her brother a.k.a my uncle who just passed away this morning. *Inalillahhirajiun * Mum said he suffered his sickness quite long time already. Doctors already warned him not to smoke but NO~~ still...so i guess this is what he wants. His lungs got infected, the last time I heard his story he has stomach pain or sembelit i think.

Condolence to his family and moga roh nya di cucuri rahmat with orang2 yg beriman di bulan Ramadhan yg mulia ini amin amin.

After the call hubby goes to work and me back to bed.... few minutes later baby was hungry kicking me mcm taekwando konon2nya nda branti2 so I said " OK OK sayang we will eat bread and have teh tarik then sleep" then puff puff puff sudah 3 pcs or bread plus butter and teh tarik done... now relaxing tunggu makanan turun ke parut then sambung tido hehehe bed rest kan... BED REST DAY 3....

Ok then i think thats it I'm kinda sleepy now.....good am everyone....

Some Overdue pics

Here are some ovedue pics, this was taken during JPMC's Chinese New Year Celebration...

MC FOR 1 WEEK ! ! ! !

up people , I’m on 1 week medical leave starting tomorrow due to my condition. Well I’m having an antenatal problem which is my amniotic fluid is running low and baby’s weight is not increasing which makes the doctor not happy and worried. Well the medication is BED REST …FULL TIME BED REST. Buruk pun buruk lah jubur atu hahaha nadadih what she meant was not to do lots of heavy works since every now and then I worked too hard and sometimes I go home very late from work yeah mcm org bujang nda ingat dunia . Yeah I know i worked too hard and walked to much plus stress.

So hopefully my MC will sampai to the Ogre and to the HR office and hopefully nada papa happen again not like during my 1st trimester which sucks and yes full of stress. I was hoping to have an assistant / partner in stroke centre since I can’t move that fast anymore. But NO they said I DON’T NEED any HELP pasal my place nda sibuk. Inda sibuk my ASS. Its better to have a backup before its too late. So now I’m away for a week now they will think who is gonna replace me. Nah Nah Nah~~ well 1st thing I gotta do is to send text msg to the Ogre telling that i’m away for a week. Then double check with Chief Kadam if my MC had forwarded to the HR people or not.

Doctor C also advised me to lay on my left side which I don’t really like because I don’t feel comfortable but now I have to force myself to sleep on the left side instead of right. And yes drink more fluids like WATER..hehehe that of course aku jarang minum time kaja. Because tired of going back and forth to the toilet. So yeah left side it is..

Hopefully everything starts tomorrow will be ok. Amin mudahan2 tah semua jalan dgn lancar…

Here are some infos regarding Amniotic Fluid a.k.a air tetuban nya org melayu lurus kah nda jua tu hehehe

Functions of amniotic fluid

Amniotic fluid is “inhaled” and “exhaled” by the fetus. It is essential that fluid be breathed into the lungs in order for them to develop normally. Swallowed amniotic fluid also creates urine and contributes to the formation of meconium. Amniotic fluid also protects the developing baby by cushioning against blows to the mother’s abdomen, allows for easier fetal movement, promotes muscular/skeletal development, and helps protect the fetus from heat loss.

Analysis of amniotic fluid, drawn out of the mother’s abdomen in an amniocentesis procedure, can reveal many aspects of the baby’s genetic health. This is because the fluid also contains fetal cells, which can be examined for genetic defects.

Complications related to amniotic fluid

Too little amniotic fluid (Oligohydramnios) or too much (Polyhydramnios or Hydramnios) can be a cause or an indicator of problems for the mother and baby. In both cases the majority of pregnancies proceed normally and the baby is born healthy, but this isn’t always the case. Babies with too little amniotic fluid can develop contractures of the limbs, clubbing of the feet and hands, and also develop a life threatening condition called hypoplastic lungs. If a baby is born with hypoplastic lungs, which are small underdeveloped lungs, this condition is potentially fatal and the baby can die shortly after birth.

On every prenatal visit, the obstetrician/gynaecologist or midwife should measure the patient’s fundal height with a tape measure. It is important that the fundal height be measured and properly recorded to ensure proper fetal growth and the increasing development of amniotic fluid. The obstetrician/gynaecologist should also routinely ultrasound the patient—this procedure will also give an indication of proper fetal growth and amniotic fluid development. Oligohydramnios can be caused by infection, kidney dysfunction or malformation (since much of the late amniotic fluid volume is urine), procedures such as chorionic villus sampling (CVS), and preterm premature rupture of membranes (PPROM).

Oligohydramnios can sometimes be treated with bed rest, oral and intravenous hydration, antibiotics, steroids, and amnioinfusion.[citation needed] It is also important to keep the baby warm.

Polyhydramnios is a predisposing risk factor for cord prolapse and is sometimes a side effect of a macrosomic pregnancy. Hydramnios is associated with esophageal atresia. Amniotic fluid is primarily produced by the mother until 16 weeks of gestation.

Preterm premature rupture of membranes (PPROM) is a condition where the amniotic sac leaks fluid before 38 weeks of gestation. This can be caused by a bacterial infection or by a defect in the structure of the amniotic sac, uterus, or cervix. In some cases, the leak can spontaneously heal, but in most cases of PPROM, labor begins within 48 hours of membrane rupture. When this occurs, it is necessary that the mother receive treatment to avoid possible infection in the newborn.

Color of the amniotic fluid, with possible meanings:

* GREEN - Meconial amniotic fluid.
* YELLOW - Hemolytic disease.
* BROWN - Infection.

Next Target…..

Been busy and tired lately….

Sorry,haven’t got the chance to do some updates on the blog, I was busy with work plus exhausted . And yes as i was very busy at stroke unit i was like moving around. Especially walking which makes me extra tired and yes sakit parut..

Ok here are some details which happens to me lately, My Family from Kuching came to Brunei to attend once of dad’s side of the family member’s wedding in short dad’s nephew yg kawin ani. Anak Wa Sunny.

Here is a picture of the groom , did’nt took that much of photos

Before that me, hubby , ZImah and my 2 siblings went to bandar konon kan watch bunga api but we ended up eating awal due my brother kelaparan hehehe

This cruelty won’t stop..PLEASE HELP THEM ! ! ! !

A pregnant female was hunted by the Vietnamese, the restaurant’s staff witnessed this incident that night. 4 to 5 men were trying to beat this dog to death, but they decided to leave her alone after they found out she was pregnant. This dog was in pain for 4 days, until this morning, a guy reported this incident when h…e discovered the dog lying at the back of the restaurant. According to them, those Vietnamese hunt in that area quite often, many strays have been killed. There is another pregnant female there, she gave birth this morning while we were there, at least 7 pups are borned before we left. Unfortunately, we have to put the pregnant female down because there were too many fractures around the head and neck, all her babies were already dead in her womb.

I dont’ want to post up the pic of the dog. It hurts me so bad as if someone hits me with a stone. Just by reading this already hurts me.

July…shish~~ things are getting better and better ( the other way around )

Hah ! July yes july inda g lama perayaan di Brunei, musim hujan ribut telah melanda… not only that even tmpt kaja pon kana ribut taufan wawawawawa. Pasal apanah? ok here goes ,

Day 1

- 1st day stroke was open, the reception desk was super duper empty mcm gua yg kusong.
- Nothing was there even satu haram telephone pon nada lam atu
- The reception desk has a sliding window which it can be opened which in bebuka
- Yes Membuntu utak ku dsana atu plus lack of sleep due to night duty
- No patient at all pasal yes baru buka
- No details was told to me the charges lah cemana lah itulah ini lah
- Colleagues of mine payah mencari aku since pat ku nada telephone kan ke jamban pun payah.
- Boss pun talo sudah di gtau nada papa sana jan lah simpan aku disana dulu since ada new billing system
- Ada new receptionist dtg ah yes time to paning kan their head with this system wawawa pacah pacah….
-Dr’s are from Germany ujung2 anak ku jadi org German ni usulnya wawawawa
- Yes lupa ku bagi tau stroke centre buka n the new billing system buka
- Opening sucks and also system was down. Wawawawa Andang ku predict sudah hari mental sedunia semua puhar hantap brabisly . Register pun nda mau buka system lama pun nda mau
- Patient was angry here and there
- Pharmacy mcm2 hal ada yg tunggu pai 2jam lintuk2 nunggu ubatnya seperti mana aku lintuk2 di stroke.

Day 2

- Still mcm biasa hari mentla sedunia atas bawah kiri kanan mental
- Mcm biasa my new post nada papa KUSONG
- Soalan2 bodoh2 telah melanda asking napa sini pat reception kusong nada papa yeah right… aku lah tnyanya salah org nyanta2
- New billing system hehe nak belajar pon susah mcm2 hal printer nda mau print lah nda link lah apalah itu lah ini lah eshhh eshh eshhhhhh
-Mcm biasa kana cari time ku nada di station eg mcm di jamban krg lau ku lintuk2 sana nda jua ada papa….membari malashh~~~~

Day 3

- Still mcm biasa nada papa so aku lepak di post lama ja belajar pasal billing baru.
Details lain aku nda ingat hehehehe

Day 4

OFF DAY ! ! ! MERDEKA

Introducing Mo Mo~ Another new member of the family

25th June 2010…. Missing You so badly and happy birthday love

Happy 28th Bday to my beloved B Rain Jung Ji-hoon , Keep up the good work,stay cute n healthy. Keep on moving n nvr stop,stay strong ! I♥ YOU ! 2 My late Michael Jackson ,its been a year and time flies so fast,but even though u left thisworld so early but your presence is still with me.N I will always♥ you and miss you :’) Thank u for your ♥ n MUSIC and beautiful personality

Probably inside me is Pink or maybe Blue…

Had ultrasound at Rimba Clinic , I was expecting that the doctor will print a pic for me dui nak nahada nih . Explaining pun laju-laju membari malas. About the sex no luck just yet, baby still facing down as usual *sigh* well daddy saw everything , baby’s legs , spine , fingers etc. But sex doctor said probably its a girl . Dr. Chitra also said the same thing probably its a girl.

Well i will do it again with in 26-28 weeks maybe by that time nampak sudah hehehe. Instead baby facing down , baby keeps on kicking cuz the Dr is pressing too hard on my tummy haha maybe baby was saying ” DONT HURT MY MUMMY ! ! ! ” hehehe nakal .

Oh yeah just wanna congratulate my colleague Fareena and hubby who just delivered a healthy baby boy on the 21st June 10. Eeeee siuk nye heheh she had a nice contraction and she didnt expect to deliver jua anyway proud of her , next on the list is…. Nisa from Lab Dept , then Me and Maisarah ,then Sunarti then maybe si Siti CHIEF~ hehehe wow ramai ler taun ini bikin babies.

Anyway I’ll terima apa saja di beri oleh Allah , its a very special gift from above. Boy Girl antam saja lah janji jadi anak soleh / solehah ;)

Welcome to the family…. Julie

Yup that’s a new member of the family , the stray cat . Well actually according to mum Julie is not really a stray cat because when she came she was clean and yes mom checked everything , her ears , paws , nails semualah . She said probably she is just lost so since mom didn’t have the heart to give to someone else since she is a friendly cat and she understands so we decided to keep her.

Dad saw her this morning lepak at the Tv with him at 1st I thought he is gonna get furious but then he just keep quiet cuz maybe Julie was manja with him so he kept quiet. Some cats in the house saja not yet into her especially Pei-Pei..sensitive di tahap maksima see her face..

At first I decided to name Julie Blossom , but since mum said ia ani juling curi so why not call her Julie. So ok lah kinda sweet for her also . Since she is sweet hehehe , for Kiki she is ok but hissing atu tatap ada but not as worst as Pei-Pei. Well Welcome to the club Julie and thank god you didn’t go to the neighbour’s house yg kucing nya bnyak p nda tebagi makan , banyak sudah mati lau nda ee nda ko lampuh mcm kucing dirumah ani hehehehe … ;)

PIcs of my baby from before till now.... I love Baby HF

Feeling so sad suddenly …..Jun 11 '10

Right now i’m listening to my ipod, listening to my songs then popped out some sad songs and suddenly emotional attack ! ! ! POOF ! ! I miss my siblings back at home. Its just I feel lonely without them , seeing my progress and changes in me and my baby.

While holding my tummy saying to myself..” Mummy misses your aunts back at home,mummy feels lonely with out them, missing their noise in the house , laugh , jokes everything”.” And not forgetting I promise you I won’t make you feel lonely like mummy…”. That is what I told to my lil one , while i feel him/her moving inside me. Stress of work and political things happen at work makes me wanna go to the beach and scream soooo loud just to release my tension.

This happens with emotional attack comes. You just can’t help it but cry and let it out. Now I feel much better. Well I was crying for almost and hour. My hubby don’t know the story about me crying , yeah as usual on his off day he usually sleeps early snores loudly right now so yeah my Ipod is my hero sumbat ja telinga ahh rahmat..

What do you really mean? OR Dr Mann’s list of the main workplace lies:

It’s a pleasure - What a hassle.
Glad to be of help - I’d rather be doing something else.
Have a nice day - Drop dead, it’s all the same to me.
How are you ? - Spare me the details. I really don’t care.
Long time, no see - Thank God.
Can I help you - Oh, please say “No”.
That’s really interesting - What’s for lunch ?
Lovely outfit, is it new ? - My God, I bet they laughed you out of the shop.
Did you have a nice weekend ? - Please spare me your usual rambling account.
Can’t stop, I’ve another appointment - With the speaking clock.
Sorry to hear your hamster died - Get a life.
Of course this idea will work - Your guess is as good as mine.
I would love to be involved in this project - I would rather scrape graffiti off walls.
No problem - So long as I reschedule my life for the next week and work until midnight every night.

Frustrated (posted on may 29th 2010)

Yes I’m frustrated…VERY VERY ok 1st I have to postponed buying hubby’s belated gift and of course my stuffs. And also I was not paid.. Well I can accept that cuz FINALLY atu baru namanya UNPAID LEAVE DUDE ! !

So I apologize to my husband for not getting him new shoes for this mth . So all my plans hancur berkecai. No paying bills for this month. Sabar je lah. Oh yeah erm I saw the guy who ruined my life on the road yesterday . He was before called a friend, he was the one wanted my previous car my KIA which is now I’m paying basi buruk. He used it for almost a year and didn’t pay it. When I saw him yesterday you know what car is he using…. A CEFIRO?? A FUCKIN CEFIRO , HE IS ENJOYING HIS CEFIRO WHILE I AM DYING TO PAY DEBT ? I was saying ” Ya Allah Y are you doing this to me ???” YyyyyyyyYYYyyyyy? “Are you testing me while I am in this condition???”

Hubby tried to calm me down , berkat maghrib atu kali . At 1st i was’t sure it was him 2x pandang YES IA , he was looking at us jua 2x pandang then tarus straight ia meliat… nampak mcm org bedusa and lain rasa.. Ya Allah.. Tuhan saja tau cemana rasanya eshh life is full of shit and yet I have to move on and be strong. And I thank to God although he gave me lots of cabaran and dugaan Alhamdulillah I’m still on my feet , with my husband on my side to keep me strong and not forgetting my mother. With out her courage in this life I would not be strong just like her . And yes Thank You Mummy…

Super DUper Short~~…. (posted on May 29 10)

Speaking of super duper short i was speaking about chopping my hair off again… Yup again. Wanna know y? Seriously I look ugly with my tiny face and my hair now looks like mcm helmet too kembang, and yes scalp problems as usual . So I suffered this thing long time ago~ so I decided to chop if off. But before that I had some discussion with my mom , well she’s ok with it hahaha thats y i love my mom she knows how i feel. Not only that I have get through my HUSBAND. Ask for his permission to chop off. Well its not that simple actually , the haircut that I wanted was toooo short. Well he didn’t agree at 1st I told he is not the one suffering , I am sapakan tahan begaru mcm ambuk???? Had some arguments about nda kuasa lahsal hukum lah… well pasal hukum2 ani refer to my lil sis, since i’m not that expert in it hahah sasak ya tarus . Then No such hukum to cut hair during preggy so yeah… And I don’t know what changed his mind so GREEN LIGHT FOR ME.

Not only me who’ gonna have a haircut he too is gonna have one.

HAHA actually this cutting thing was done ALREADY yesterday…..Let me finish hehe I was expecting hubby’s haircut would be spike2 like mine instead his haircut was abit longer than mind hahah lwhen i showed him my hairstyle punya tekajut hahaha kadai kaling atu pun tekajut meliat . Who cares I love it hahahahah ! ! I don’t give a frack about it. Well at least release tension sikit.

Tomorrow..back to shit hole(posted on 31st May)

I forgot that today is a public holiday huhuhu anyways HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO ASGAI2 BUNAI ! ! hehehehe . Too bad hubby is at work, today its my last day spending time with him because tomorrow is back to shit hole . Where is the shit hole… haha back to WORK lah. I pray to god that everything will go on smoothly and NO MOVING ME AROUND ! ! ! Tulungtah ku deh jantah ku pindah2 . Make my life abit easier cukup tah sengsara 1bulan ani.

I’ll be working afternoon shift the whole month and probably back to mcm biasa hopefully mcm biasanya ani jan PINDAH2 lagi.. That place nda tantu ngan bulu. I have to be strong to face crazy roody poo candy ass… well its gonna be my 3yrs in my workplace this 2nd june . 3 fuckin years…. wow paling batah tah ku kaja sana atu. Too bad I kinda hate it already . The reason i stayed there lama pasal i like the environment and near to my place TAPI mun sudah ada mcm2 masalah , politik nda habis2 luruh ja rambut stress….

My Sunday yesterday , all I did was accompanying hubby to his aunt’s place , family meeting was the occasion about picnic on the 13th in Anduki. Hehe wish i could go but lum tantu probably i’ll be working my ass out lagi pun i dont think mummy will allow me to there.. Mummy would probably said HUTAN KALI AH NAPA KO ! ! ! ! yup definitely haha so sabar je i’ll just let my husband to go there IF ya nda kaja jua tu hehehe.

Happy 31st Belated Birthday to My Beloved Baby Boy (posted on may27 10)

HAPPY BELATED SYG ! ! ! 23/03/10 Hahaha he aint no baby boy no more… he is gonna be a daddy… ;) . Oh yeah about his bday present the special one will be on the way… Around early November , hopefully it falls on 1/11/10 .

And for his pressie hmm I was planning to buy for him stupur , well since his family on my mum in law is active in sports nowadays so I planned to get him a new stupur . Well we did survey the place I just had to bring him along cuz hey bday boy needs to choose the shoes that he likes and comfy. About greeting him , well I didn’t do it in FB or say it in front of his face , I sent it through FB message saja. Yeah before the clock strikes 12 and the date changes sampat lah send. I bet he read it and no comment about it. I didn’t ask about it either I guess I understand him hahaha and I did remind him what he did to me on my birthday .Well hope that he realized that I’m not that mean like him WAhHWAHWAH sorry hubs…

So we will continue to survey his shoes again tomorrow then I’ll buy for him so he can use it on his fottie game with the MHJF this 29th… oh here is a poem for him haha like he is goin to read it anyway ;p

What a wonderful husband you are!
I love you in every way.

Just look how we’ve gotten this far,
and getting better every day.

You mean the world to me
and yet so much more.

Here’s hoping your belated birthday
will be one you’ll adore.

Plus gonna planned a belated birthday cake hehehe oh i am good at this hahahaha

Latest Update ( Feb24 )

Hey Sorry for the long over due updates hehe been busy lately with work and my husband’s cuzzy wedding but now its over alhamdulillah , next will be my hubby’s cuzzy’s kid for the papat jambul thingie which is on the 28th. Good thing I’m Off oh yeah just wanna say happy belated Birthday to a dear fren Aqelz and also belated national day to my country Brunei Darussalam…
here is Ka Bani’s pic congrates to the lovely couple. So far I don’t have Abg Sam’s pic hehehe

Hmm updates updates oh yeah on 15.02.10 I bought a new Hamster she is a winter white Russian dwarf hamster and her name is ChaCha I bought along with her brother Aary which belongs to my sister in law . And also not forgetting hubby’s very own hamster its a molted dwarf hamster named Jay-Z on the 16.02.10. For Aary and Chach both are aged 1mth , i now i bet a month plus now but for lil jay-z im not so sure about that but surely still a baby. Good thing Rachel is not that jealous but i can’t put chacha with her she’ll kill her for sure hehehe…. Been doin some editing lately but some how i kinda lose my touch pasal antah ah hahaha lama nda main atu kali ah.

Sanding in Kuching Sarawak and Honeymoon ler terus

On the 3rd Jan 10 another wedding reception i had to do hehe 2x raja sahari ler, and i decided to wear red and sure i love the out fit nice but hubby didn’t feel comfy pasal its our creation and bukan kami first time pakai comparing the ones in Brunei. But hey i shine during on the 3rd because i was not in the period comparing on the 27th which i had headache and period and the same time shish… and i wanna thank my in laws for coming over “last minute” haha kira surprise lah tu well that made hubby happy for them to come along and also ka Bibi and Adee who also attended the function thank you guys ! ! ! ! And ada jua chance they can see apa ada di Kuching.

So Far huby enjoyed it but sygnya i havent got the chance to bring him to Serikin and also the rumah panjai near santubong and damai beach.. Next time insyallah i will take him and Gpian to see the place or probably plan to have a group tour. That will be fun hehehe… I’ll post up some pics in a minute.

Jan 10 Kakashi died on 23/01/10

I was shocked when mom told me that one of our cats, Kakashi died because he was bitten by wild dogs which is masa ani samsing kg rimba. He was bitten at 3 place , mouth , leg and stomach i was soo shocked because i was not around. I was at my in law , i ask her how come no one heard him down there? Usually my dad will go down and ran after the dogs. Well since were having a war he does not give a damn about anything now. So yeah he just leave it just like that. He doesn’t even bother to feed the cats too the way he used to.

My mom was sad cuz she loved that bushy long tail of him and his unique ways of living. First his dad Rock Lee missing , then his big brother Jiraya missing also and now him. One of our neighbor picked it up for mom and she buried him already and i was not able to take a look at him. But if I did, I probably would cry. My mom keeps on talking about him i sure gonna miss him and his bushy2 tail which everybody loved.We will miss u Kakashi RIP…