Being a mother

Being a mother sure is a hard work, not only that breast feeding sure is hard too. Since its not too successful for me yeah I know kinda sad. True, its just that Hasya gives up to easily since I can't force her too much. She'll scream till the top of her lungs...shishh yeah I know. But somehow all I have to do is just to pump.

She is almost a month now. Time flies soo fast and I was hoping that 100 days of maternity leave would be affective asap. But then all i heard that It would start by next year. So , I'm leaving my baby soon which is she is almost 2 mths old. :( damn back to shit hole. Few weeks ago me and hubby was soo busy with Hasya and I got slight fever due to lack of rest and sleep due to taking care of Hasya but I'm thankful to God to have a wonderful Husband like him , who would take good care of me and Hasya. And also with her arrival everyone loves her to bit, one of my dreams came true, not to leave her alone but to love and care for her. And family ties become close than it used to be. Yes I am thankful to Allah for his wonderful blessings.

Here are some pics of her through the week... enjoy

Hasya had jaundice few days after we discharged from the hospital
1st bath by her Nini GirlTrying to avoid jaundice but yup ended up phototherapy.. oh yeah thas Gin2 who also accompanied Hasya for sun bathMy AngelMy precious angel

Lots of things happened to her, like she had jaundice and was poked 2x by the RIPAS peeps and admitted for few hrs ,into the phototherapy which is double photo which she enjoyed being in there. And alhamduillah she was discharged on the same date she was admitted. I was crying like hell when she was poked. Its like antah ah sudah anak sendiri nda sanggup, sedangkan I have experience lookin at babies being poked but ani antah banjir hahahaha.... trok eh ilang ganas.

Then nangis menala , that was the worst.. she cried so hard sekadar just cuci her pampers cuz she poo alot so yeah cuci2 then she was crying smpai menala. Atu ya berijap ku angkat tarus kipak selawat and calling her name. Esh that sure gives me a creep hahaha even my mom pun ketungkalan.

Breastfeeding, nda hasil due to her attitude which is easily give up and also impatient hahaha, she can't wait even for awhile for her milk to be ready yes she will scream again till the top of her lungs. Sure this girl is kinda sweet when she sleeps ehehehe bah atu tah dulu Hasya start bebunyi sudah...catch ya'll later