Saturday, November 20, 2010
Sunday, November 14, 2010
Being a mother
Being a mother sure is a hard work, not only that breast feeding sure is hard too. Since its not too successful for me yeah I know kinda sad. True, its just that Hasya gives up to easily since I can't force her too much. She'll scream till the top of her lungs...shishh yeah I know. But somehow all I have to do is just to pump.
She is almost a month now. Time flies soo fast and I was hoping that 100 days of maternity leave would be affective asap. But then all i heard that It would start by next year. So , I'm leaving my baby soon which is she is almost 2 mths old. :( damn back to shit hole. Few weeks ago me and hubby was soo busy with Hasya and I got slight fever due to lack of rest and sleep due to taking care of Hasya but I'm thankful to God to have a wonderful Husband like him , who would take good care of me and Hasya. And also with her arrival everyone loves her to bit, one of my dreams came true, not to leave her alone but to love and care for her. And family ties become close than it used to be. Yes I am thankful to Allah for his wonderful blessings.
Here are some pics of her through the week... enjoy
Hasya had jaundice few days after we discharged from the hospital
1st bath by her Nini Girl
Trying to avoid jaundice but yup ended up phototherapy.. oh yeah thas Gin2 who also accompanied Hasya for sun bath
My Angel
My precious angel
Lots of things happened to her, like she had jaundice and was poked 2x by the RIPAS peeps and admitted for few hrs ,into the phototherapy which is double photo which she enjoyed being in there. And alhamduillah she was discharged on the same date she was admitted. I was crying like hell when she was poked. Its like antah ah sudah anak sendiri nda sanggup, sedangkan I have experience lookin at babies being poked but ani antah banjir hahahaha.... trok eh ilang ganas.
Then nangis menala , that was the worst.. she cried so hard sekadar just cuci her pampers cuz she poo alot so yeah cuci2 then she was crying smpai menala. Atu ya berijap ku angkat tarus kipak selawat and calling her name. Esh that sure gives me a creep hahaha even my mom pun ketungkalan.
Breastfeeding, nda hasil due to her attitude which is easily give up and also impatient hahaha, she can't wait even for awhile for her milk to be ready yes she will scream again till the top of her lungs. Sure this girl is kinda sweet when she sleeps ehehehe bah atu tah dulu Hasya start bebunyi sudah...catch ya'll later
She is almost a month now. Time flies soo fast and I was hoping that 100 days of maternity leave would be affective asap. But then all i heard that It would start by next year. So , I'm leaving my baby soon which is she is almost 2 mths old. :( damn back to shit hole. Few weeks ago me and hubby was soo busy with Hasya and I got slight fever due to lack of rest and sleep due to taking care of Hasya but I'm thankful to God to have a wonderful Husband like him , who would take good care of me and Hasya. And also with her arrival everyone loves her to bit, one of my dreams came true, not to leave her alone but to love and care for her. And family ties become close than it used to be. Yes I am thankful to Allah for his wonderful blessings.
Here are some pics of her through the week... enjoy
Hasya had jaundice few days after we discharged from the hospital
1st bath by her Nini Girl
Trying to avoid jaundice but yup ended up phototherapy.. oh yeah thas Gin2 who also accompanied Hasya for sun bath
My Angel
My precious angelLots of things happened to her, like she had jaundice and was poked 2x by the RIPAS peeps and admitted for few hrs ,into the phototherapy which is double photo which she enjoyed being in there. And alhamduillah she was discharged on the same date she was admitted. I was crying like hell when she was poked. Its like antah ah sudah anak sendiri nda sanggup, sedangkan I have experience lookin at babies being poked but ani antah banjir hahahaha.... trok eh ilang ganas.
Then nangis menala , that was the worst.. she cried so hard sekadar just cuci her pampers cuz she poo alot so yeah cuci2 then she was crying smpai menala. Atu ya berijap ku angkat tarus kipak selawat and calling her name. Esh that sure gives me a creep hahaha even my mom pun ketungkalan.
Breastfeeding, nda hasil due to her attitude which is easily give up and also impatient hahaha, she can't wait even for awhile for her milk to be ready yes she will scream again till the top of her lungs. Sure this girl is kinda sweet when she sleeps ehehehe bah atu tah dulu Hasya start bebunyi sudah...catch ya'll later
Thursday, November 11, 2010
Giving birth to Hasya..
Just wanna tell a story of my experience delivering Hasya to the world.
I got induced on the 19th Due to my amniotic fluid is runnin low since she is almost 38 weeks, she is matured enough to be delivered.
On the 19th night, I got admitted at JPMC accompanied by my husband,sister in law, mum and dad in law just to make sure I'm fine ( thank u ) then at around 9.30pm plus I was induced 1st dose of prostin and CTG on. The CTG went on few hrs then the midwife stops for awhile. Usually it effects with it 4-6 hrs . I felt the pain was starting already but when they checked around midnight Its not yet open its only a tip of a finger. So 2nd dose was put at around 3 am in the morning. I was asked to sleep so that i have my strength to deliver in the morning. After the 2nd dose the pain started to get crazy, i can't even have a nice sleep. My husband my always by my side and he too cant rest due to my pain. I turn left and right just to find and nice position to lay down. But hell no still the pain keeps on goin. In my mind , I keep on praying and remembered what my friends, parents told me what to read.. eg Selawat banyak and baca ayat penyalamat etc..
Midwife came in to check the CTG they said contraction is there. Oh yeah my back started to have pain which i too can't handle. Morning comes and Doctor came and see me, I told her I am having back pain, she told me to walk around so that baby's head will come down. OK did that, i walked around but not that long I was in TERRIBLE PAIN ! !.. And yes I vomited too because due to the effect of the prostin. wow soo sakit man i was like in pain here and there then plus g muntah bowh ngam tah tu ya.
Then the Midwife gave me the tense machine to put on my back so that it could ease the pain abit. Boleh lah tahan but then i was in super pain still and decide to lay back to bed. After laying back to bed the midwife decided to put on the ctg again. Ctg on and ohhh yeahhh contraction is there alright very very near... The midwife said " VERY GOOD" contraction every minute, and told the doctor will come and see me around 10 am plus..
10.15 doctor came and checked me again and decided to pacah my air tetuban. Oh yeah after pacah the air tetuban water comes out like water...jua namanya water kan haha pakan...
After that procedure was done the pain suddenly increase like HELL ! ! I was pinching my husbands hand so hard I couldn't help it. Everytime I stop pinching he will wake me up telling me not to give up. Few minutes later the midwife came in and told us that i will be moved to the labour at around 10.30am. Everyone was there, my mom, mum in law , dad, dad in law, sisters in law, cuzzies aunts and uncles..thank u everyone and yeah not forgetting friends too...thank u all
11.am plus i was moved to labour room already and the pain get even worst than anything only god knows.. I was asked to passed urine..but then nothing to passed then lay on the bed.PAIN PAIN PAIN was always on my mind...Then the midwife just found out that i was having full bladder so yup did catheterization uhuh it hurts..ok then next gonna insert the syntocinon in me. Ah they said the drip is the most evil thing in the world. Since I was in pain I requested for pethadin just to put me to sleep.
After the injection I felt weird.. I felt like i wanted to pass poo and my forehead was perspiring, my husband told the midwife that i was sweating and she said that it means baby is coming out. Ah as i heard that I was half asleep sudah because the effect of the injection. They called my name pun aku lagging. But although i was half drowsy i can hear the midwife giving me instructions ikut saja tia.. ada rasa kan beria atu push saja tia.. Then when the midwife checked me , finally she said IM FULLY...few minutes the Dr came then I pushed with my all. Then popped out my lil girl. Wow..after that i was feeling even more drowsy. The doctor and midwife didn't expect me to deliver early due to my 1st baby, usually it takes time for primi to deliver but me Alhamdulillah I delivered fast. My colleagues that came shift 3pm came and was shocked i delivered early haha.. not only them even my mom in law was shocked they were having lunch downstairs then suddenly they heard the news that the baby is out already.
When She was out the doctor put on my tummy for skin to skin contact then my husband picked her up and do the azan to her. Then back to the incubator.. as for me back to the room. Few minutes later there she is... I CANT BELIEVE I HAVE MY OWN BABY... hahaha
I got induced on the 19th Due to my amniotic fluid is runnin low since she is almost 38 weeks, she is matured enough to be delivered.
On the 19th night, I got admitted at JPMC accompanied by my husband,sister in law, mum and dad in law just to make sure I'm fine ( thank u ) then at around 9.30pm plus I was induced 1st dose of prostin and CTG on. The CTG went on few hrs then the midwife stops for awhile. Usually it effects with it 4-6 hrs . I felt the pain was starting already but when they checked around midnight Its not yet open its only a tip of a finger. So 2nd dose was put at around 3 am in the morning. I was asked to sleep so that i have my strength to deliver in the morning. After the 2nd dose the pain started to get crazy, i can't even have a nice sleep. My husband my always by my side and he too cant rest due to my pain. I turn left and right just to find and nice position to lay down. But hell no still the pain keeps on goin. In my mind , I keep on praying and remembered what my friends, parents told me what to read.. eg Selawat banyak and baca ayat penyalamat etc..
Midwife came in to check the CTG they said contraction is there. Oh yeah my back started to have pain which i too can't handle. Morning comes and Doctor came and see me, I told her I am having back pain, she told me to walk around so that baby's head will come down. OK did that, i walked around but not that long I was in TERRIBLE PAIN ! !.. And yes I vomited too because due to the effect of the prostin. wow soo sakit man i was like in pain here and there then plus g muntah bowh ngam tah tu ya.
Then the Midwife gave me the tense machine to put on my back so that it could ease the pain abit. Boleh lah tahan but then i was in super pain still and decide to lay back to bed. After laying back to bed the midwife decided to put on the ctg again. Ctg on and ohhh yeahhh contraction is there alright very very near... The midwife said " VERY GOOD" contraction every minute, and told the doctor will come and see me around 10 am plus..
10.15 doctor came and checked me again and decided to pacah my air tetuban. Oh yeah after pacah the air tetuban water comes out like water...jua namanya water kan haha pakan...
After that procedure was done the pain suddenly increase like HELL ! ! I was pinching my husbands hand so hard I couldn't help it. Everytime I stop pinching he will wake me up telling me not to give up. Few minutes later the midwife came in and told us that i will be moved to the labour at around 10.30am. Everyone was there, my mom, mum in law , dad, dad in law, sisters in law, cuzzies aunts and uncles..thank u everyone and yeah not forgetting friends too...thank u all
11.am plus i was moved to labour room already and the pain get even worst than anything only god knows.. I was asked to passed urine..but then nothing to passed then lay on the bed.PAIN PAIN PAIN was always on my mind...Then the midwife just found out that i was having full bladder so yup did catheterization uhuh it hurts..ok then next gonna insert the syntocinon in me. Ah they said the drip is the most evil thing in the world. Since I was in pain I requested for pethadin just to put me to sleep.
After the injection I felt weird.. I felt like i wanted to pass poo and my forehead was perspiring, my husband told the midwife that i was sweating and she said that it means baby is coming out. Ah as i heard that I was half asleep sudah because the effect of the injection. They called my name pun aku lagging. But although i was half drowsy i can hear the midwife giving me instructions ikut saja tia.. ada rasa kan beria atu push saja tia.. Then when the midwife checked me , finally she said IM FULLY...few minutes the Dr came then I pushed with my all. Then popped out my lil girl. Wow..after that i was feeling even more drowsy. The doctor and midwife didn't expect me to deliver early due to my 1st baby, usually it takes time for primi to deliver but me Alhamdulillah I delivered fast. My colleagues that came shift 3pm came and was shocked i delivered early haha.. not only them even my mom in law was shocked they were having lunch downstairs then suddenly they heard the news that the baby is out already.
When She was out the doctor put on my tummy for skin to skin contact then my husband picked her up and do the azan to her. Then back to the incubator.. as for me back to the room. Few minutes later there she is... I CANT BELIEVE I HAVE MY OWN BABY... hahaha
My Hasya Fazillah BatrisyaThursday, October 28, 2010
20.10.2010
Ha ! Guess what...i finally delivered..after been away for awhile.. nice date huh..heheh I chose that date because i had to go for an induction. Yup , my amniotic fluid has gone down and it can cause danger to baby and doctor said to get induced. So I decide to go in on the 19th get induced and poof delivered on the 20th..this was the last scan of baby.. Ain't she adorable... ;) i miss her inside of me...
And Proudly named her "Dk Siti Hasya Fazillah Batrisya"
Nickname~ Hasya~
Time: 13.10hrs
Weight 2.5 kg
Welcome to the world sayang...
1st pic with mummy
Fresh from tummy
In super contraction pain...
Induce night...on CTG
Last pic of Baby, Baby 36 weeksBeen away for soo long...
Sorry peeps been away for soo long due to my pregnancy and yes..been busy with work plus stress..waiting for the arrival of my lil princess..yup its a girl alright..hehehe... ok here are some pics that I would like to share...during JPMC Hari Raya Celebration In Empire..and yes and me and Sunarti were doin the poco-poco since we were preggy who needs to exercise heheh...we had a fun night though... ;) And some raya pics with my colleagues...
Me and Zimah
JPMC Ladies
Me and my good friend Sue hehe Both mummies
Zimah , Me ,Sue and Pian
Me n baby Waiez
Umi,Me,Fyrus and ZimahThursday, October 14, 2010
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
Meet Oddey... :)
Guess who joined the family.... meet Oddey heheh got oDDey on 18/09/10 . Finally dreams do come true , well its not a brand new car , well at least its part of my wish list to have a family car. Preparations right ? So how is it? nice huh ? I couldn't get a white color instead I just take a black or dark blue instead.. :). DOn't worry jazzy is still around, hubby is using jazzy to work while i'm using oddey to work, when the time comes then probably hubby will be sending me to work.. soon hehehe in a matter of weeks... fingers cross....
Baby H's latest pic...
My lil angel
Baby's latest pic.. I know we can't see her face... cuz yeah her hand not her feet ah her hand is covering her face yang ke antah 4x kali, i have been doing this scan balik2 but still to shy to be true to show her cute face... awww...its ok baby we forgive u hehehe, daddy had to beg her to show her face but nah~~ won't happen hehehe. Happy 8mths plus baby love mummy cant wait to hold u ! ! ! oh yeah early oct mummy have to buy some stuffs for you i am really running our of time hehehehe pink stuffs here we come ! ! !
Baby's latest pic.. I know we can't see her face... cuz yeah her hand not her feet ah her hand is covering her face yang ke antah 4x kali, i have been doing this scan balik2 but still to shy to be true to show her cute face... awww...its ok baby we forgive u hehehe, daddy had to beg her to show her face but nah~~ won't happen hehehe. Happy 8mths plus baby love mummy cant wait to hold u ! ! ! oh yeah early oct mummy have to buy some stuffs for you i am really running our of time hehehehe pink stuffs here we come ! ! !Monday, September 20, 2010
Selamat Hari Raya...
Sorry haven't got the time to update my blog lately. Been busy with Hari Raya and work. Well I'll try to update some of my stories for the past few weeks.. ok here goes here are some pics which was taken during the Hari Raya . I spend my Raya on both sides . Well as usual and as routine every 1st raya we usually go to KB. Here are some pics I would love to share..
With Hubby's uncle a.k.a Dad in law's lil bro
Pic with Ka Adi ( yeah I know i look ugly )
Well banyak pulang lagi tu gnya malas kan upload wawawa anyway ,been goin to the in laws side more than my side, cuz mum and dad are not well enough to move around and as for me , I also had a hard time since my tummy is almost 34 weeks and getting bigger and heavier ada ada saja. Like back ache difficult to sleep due to baby's active movements , well can't complain right? The more baby movements the better .More Pics...
1st Day in KB in Green
Me
With Sis in law and lil cuzzies
Hubby & lil Mia or miya
1st Day of raya, family pic with my In laws
With Hubby's uncle a.k.a Dad in law's lil bro
Pic with Ka Adi ( yeah I know i look ugly )Well banyak pulang lagi tu gnya malas kan upload wawawa anyway ,been goin to the in laws side more than my side, cuz mum and dad are not well enough to move around and as for me , I also had a hard time since my tummy is almost 34 weeks and getting bigger and heavier ada ada saja. Like back ache difficult to sleep due to baby's active movements , well can't complain right? The more baby movements the better .More Pics...
1st Day in KB in Green
Me
With Sis in law and lil cuzzies
Hubby & lil Mia or miyaThursday, September 2, 2010
* Al-Fatihah* To Hj Rais a.k.a Liau Badar
Jasa mu akan di kenang
We will be missing a very talented veteran actor "Liau Badar" who was missing few days ago while fishing and did not return back. They found him today and was not alive anymore :( . I was shock but ajal di tangan Tuhan, di bulan baik ani ada maknanya Tuhan ambil ia. Semoga roh nya di cucuri rahman bersama org2 yg beriman amin...
We will be missing a very talented veteran actor "Liau Badar" who was missing few days ago while fishing and did not return back. They found him today and was not alive anymore :( . I was shock but ajal di tangan Tuhan, di bulan baik ani ada maknanya Tuhan ambil ia. Semoga roh nya di cucuri rahman bersama org2 yg beriman amin...hmm some updates hehehe
Here we are sungkai out with the cuzzies
ok here's the update had a sungkai out with manggis cuzzies ( hubby's side ) at escapade , I had to eat fried instead of pure raw salmon... :( but aku makan jualah sikit saja jan inda merasa...tunggu lapas branak ku bantai habis wawawa.... we finished at 8plus gara2 batah2 nunggu makanan yg lambat hantap. So makan pun sikit2 nda brabisly well at least the food ada masanya turun and pastu sambung lagi makan hehehe tubuh2 yg ikut that time 10 people. Thanks Ka adi for inviting us ;) muahz...
ok here's the update had a sungkai out with manggis cuzzies ( hubby's side ) at escapade , I had to eat fried instead of pure raw salmon... :( but aku makan jualah sikit saja jan inda merasa...tunggu lapas branak ku bantai habis wawawa.... we finished at 8plus gara2 batah2 nunggu makanan yg lambat hantap. So makan pun sikit2 nda brabisly well at least the food ada masanya turun and pastu sambung lagi makan hehehe tubuh2 yg ikut that time 10 people. Thanks Ka adi for inviting us ;) muahz...
Me and my tudong madness wawawa
Bought this from a friend in Facebook :)Me and my tudong madness , YES im into this kind of tudongs nowadays since its easy and i love the design and colours not only that even the syrian / hijabs i'm into that. Since I have scalp problem , i can use this to hide my ugly hair. And I kinda like being covered depends on the situation lah . Yup my hubby pun gling2 kepalanya sudah hahaha he said "sudah tah eyyy, banyak sudah tudong you ani" hmm so I replied to him " Baik jua babahnya~ kan nutup aurat hehehe" baru ia diam hahahaha tapi kan its true this stuffs is really good and its killing me hahaha its better than buying a box of cigarette which can kill you ( yeah look who's talking hahaha ) p banar2. Insyallah lau ada rezeki lebih gonna get me more colors hehehe ;)
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