Hey peeps got a bad news for me.. I heard mum's goin off to Kuching and spending her raya there leaving me with my dad and cats. Since she had troubles with my dad which never ends. So she decided to go off balik kampong to her siblings while she is leaving me here. How sad is that??? I can't follow her due to my cuti nda cukup and also I need my cuti for my upcoming wedding, krg nda cukup aku jugak yg susah. She told me this news last night, she ask how much the fare costs etc..Cian kan? If ya jadi kana tinggal lah aku disni. Since the house not ready for raya. Dad doesnt care about raya kan ke Kubur pun payah. He doesn't even bother to buy things for raya. Wat a life. This happens every year. So sad yes I know, I actually don't want to tell or to express it here but since it hurts so bad so yeah y not. Can't keep it too long or else i'll burst into tears. Now mom is at my aunt's house antah mengadu kali. Since I too can't do anything to advice my dad so the only hope is from my dad's siblings to help her. Nada dapat tu kan di ajar..nda mau2 keras kepala how I must say.
Antahlah I don't know whats gonna happen next. I just hope and pray to god that my wedding will be smoothly organize and also no complication like NOW ! Mum got the idea from my dad's sis which advise her to go while as for me my fiance can take care of me.. ewah ewah...aku tau lah aku ni basar sudah tapi pikirlah like hello I am still here and alive.... if my dad she doesnt ingau pun at least me~ hello only me.. How i wish i have the $$$ so that I can come with mom there. At least I'm with my famliy and siblings there. Soo lonely.. :(
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