Sunday, September 13, 2009

Wondergirls Practice

I miss this moment with the girls
the best part is the laughing part.. hahaha miss doin these with you all..

Sisters

Siti Zakiah , Zaleha , Siti Hasnani @ Esna , Nadia and Badariah
Big Sis, Lil Sis,
Our Pet names
Big Sis, Lil Sis
Words we said in games.

Through thick and thin
Big Sis, Lil Sis stuck together.
No matter what
Forever and ever.

A New place
Lil sis saw
Big Sis' face
Catch her so she wouldn't fall.

We've had our share of arguements
Fights and bickers.
But I know you've been heaven sent
Because God made us SISTERS.

And even when your miles away
I'll still say to you
"Big Sis, Lil sis",
Still rings true.


Love ya sis.


Cute poem isnt it? hehehe yeah post a pic of me and my sisters which i never had before hehe hopefully on my wedding we will have more pics to together amin...Insyallah

My Raya is gonna be a sad one if....

Hey peeps got a bad news for me.. I heard mum's goin off to Kuching and spending her raya there leaving me with my dad and cats. Since she had troubles with my dad which never ends. So she decided to go off balik kampong to her siblings while she is leaving me here. How sad is that??? I can't follow her due to my cuti nda cukup and also I need my cuti for my upcoming wedding, krg nda cukup aku jugak yg susah. She told me this news last night, she ask how much the fare costs etc..Cian kan? If ya jadi kana tinggal lah aku disni. Since the house not ready for raya. Dad doesnt care about raya kan ke Kubur pun payah. He doesn't even bother to buy things for raya. Wat a life. This happens every year. So sad yes I know, I actually don't want to tell or to express it here but since it hurts so bad so yeah y not. Can't keep it too long or else i'll burst into tears. Now mom is at my aunt's house antah mengadu kali. Since I too can't do anything to advice my dad so the only hope is from my dad's siblings to help her. Nada dapat tu kan di ajar..nda mau2 keras kepala how I must say.

Antahlah I don't know whats gonna happen next. I just hope and pray to god that my wedding will be smoothly organize and also no complication like NOW ! Mum got the idea from my dad's sis which advise her to go while as for me my fiance can take care of me.. ewah ewah...aku tau lah aku ni basar sudah tapi pikirlah like hello I am still here and alive.... if my dad she doesnt ingau pun at least me~ hello only me.. How i wish i have the $$$ so that I can come with mom there. At least I'm with my famliy and siblings there. Soo lonely.. :(

Ariel Afeef Zaqwan Bin Arif

Finally got my new nephew's pic from my brother after 3 days menagih, he sent it using MMS.wawawa abis cr nya haha. Cute ain't he? hehehe this lil 2.1kg baby boy looks like??? antah hahaha but his nose tatap ikut Bapak nye ehe anyways thanks again big bro muahz !!!!

Corn Flakes Madness by Shiela and me plus milo shake made by hubby love..

Decided to do the 2nd batch of cornflakes then ended up with Milo shakes hahaha wow it rhymes haha. Ok me, shiela and hubby love took our time to do the cornflakes for the upcoming Hari Raya. So yeah we did it walaupun sangal blakang lehnya hehehe good work guys ! ! !

Hubby and His Miko ShakesOur last cornflakes
Me and Uch doin our thang~

ooooo nice hehehe

Happy Birthday To Hj Pian 05.09.09

G-Force & Tsunami... Hubby I wanna watch this
My Intimately Beckham hehe sampai dah hajat...
Yeah I knw this post lama dah hehehe sorry for the late post. hmm ok me and hubby love planned to give our best buddya bday treat for his "30" birthday...heheh welcome to the 30's club. So we decided to blanja him @ pizza hut for our sungkai nite out. After the sungkai nite out I decided to get myself a pair of crocs slippers tapi kan lain plg kejadiannya hahah we went to Kuilap Mall and I got myself a perfume instead of a pair of crocs wawawa...I got myself Victoria Beckham Perfume well it smells nice. Better than for men jua lah heheh sampai hajat ku*muka ada senyum* Oh yeah I am soooo wanna watch this two movies..Tsunami and GForce. Bila bisai ah, tunggu tah payday insyallah hehehe...

The Birthday Boy

nuthin to do...

Of course me and my Ji HoonBig Bro Arif and Kak Ina
Lil Aiman Champ
Uch and Tae Yang

Here are some pics which i edited...heheh saja nada kan di buat nada keraja.

Friday, September 11, 2009

Almost weekend

Today was not a busy day and i have the chance to finish up my paper work. Betimbun nyamo segala invoices itu and ini and i will be busy tomorrow cuz its weekend again *muka ada senyum* But still i have to finish my work before people @ work starts to bug me.

So far about the wedding plans and everything its goin ok cant say too smooth.
I already bought some of the hantaran things for me but not that fully complete. So far i just got the faceshop items , Victoria Secret, my wedding ring and my engagement ring, my jewelry, jong sarat before raya baru siap. My kasut nikah, and hantaran, my handbang. For the Wedding attire, now left to choose the accessories for the wedding day. My Theme colour for the sanding day wold be goldish cream, style baju itu is.....adaler...hahahahah nantikan aja on my big day ;).For my hubby love punya brg2 also not yet that complete still searching..hopefully we will got the things before the sales end. shish...

The FaceShopVictoria Secret For her

For me its my first time buying the the face shop items. Because I'm used with the silky girl products, I like silky girl cuz its cheap and makes my face flawless hehehe. Weekend is coming up so probably i'm planning to buy some decoration for the ward since we were given a budget $50 to decorate the station. The thing is i suck in decorating, emm emm kalau yg lain boleh lah ani loh haha hopefully the colleagues in the ward would help me since me and Ate Jerada is the only islam workers there but for the time being puteh was assign to be with us till Saturday...awww boring gonna miss u esk panya ya last loh how time flies so fast.I'm still thinking where to buy the decoration stuffs like as long as it doesn't limpas $50 . if limpas cannot claim..bowing~~~ hehehe i'll figure that tomorrow after work Better bali the things with hubby love. well to be continue later kan main game ku dlu..CHOW !!!

Thursday, September 10, 2009

03.09.09 Final Goodbye for my dearly beloved

LOS ANGELES, California (CNN) -- Seventy days after his sudden death, Michael Jackson will be interred in what may or may not be his final resting place Thursday evening.

Only his family and closest friends will attend the private burial starting at 7 p.m. PT (10 p.m. ET) inside the ornate Great Mausoleum on the grounds of Forest Lawn cemetery in Glendale, California.

They'll then drive to an Italian restaurant eight miles away in Pasadena, California for "a time of celebration," the nine-page engraved invitation said.

The first page inside the invitation holds a quote from "Dancing the Dream," a book of essays and poems published by Jackson in 1992:

"If you enter this world knowing you are loved and you leave this world knowing the same, then everything that happens in between can be dealt with."

The news media -- which have closely covered every aspect of Jackson's death -- will be kept at a distance, with their cameras no closer than the cemetery's main gate. The family will provide a limited video feed that will only show mourners arriving.

Little is known about the planned ceremony, though CNN has confirmed that singer Gladys Knight -- a longtime friend to Jackson -- will perform. Her song has not been disclosed.

The massive mausoleum, which is normally open to tourists, was closed Wednesday as preparations were completed for the funeral. A security guard blocking its entrance said it would reopen to the public on Friday.

Fans of Clark Gable, Carole Lombard and dozens of other celebrities buried on the grounds have flocked to Forest Lawn-Glendale for decades, but Jackson may outdraw them all.

It is unclear how close tourists will be allowed to Jackson's resting place. Security guards -- aided by cameras -- keep a constant vigil over the graves and crypts, which are surrounded by a world-class collection of art and architecture.

The Forest Lawn Web site boasts that the mausoleum, which draws its architectural inspiration from the Campo Santo in Italy, "has been called the "New World's Westminster Abbey" by Time Magazine.

Jackson's burial has been delayed by division among Jackson family members, though it was matriarch Katherine Jackson who would make the final decision, brother Jermaine Jackson recently told CNN.

He preferred to see his youngest brother laid to rest at his former Neverland Ranch home, north of Los Angeles in Santa Barbara County, California.

That idea was complicated by neighbors who vowed to oppose allowing a grave in the rural area -- and by Jackson family members who said the singer would not want to return to the home where he faced child molestation charges, of which he was ultimately acquitted.

The mystery of where Michael Jackson would be buried became a media obsession in the weeks after his death.

After his body was loaded onto a helicopter at UCLA's Ronald Reagan Medical Center hours following his June 25 death, it stayed in the custody of the Los Angeles County coroner for an autopsy.

It was only later disclosed that Jackson's corpse was kept in a refrigerated room at the Hollywood Hills Forest Lawn cemetery until his casket was carried by motorcade to downtown Los Angeles for a public memorial service in the Staples Center arena.

Again, speculation about Jackson's whereabouts grew when the media lost track of his casket after his brothers carried it out of sight inside the arena. Though the family has not publicly confirmed where the body was taken, most reports placed it back at the Hollywood Hills Forest Lawn while awaiting his family's decision.

hough Thursday's interment may settle one Michael Jackson mystery, a more serious one remains. The coroner announced last week that he had ruled Jackson's death a homicide. A summary of the coroner's report said the anesthetic propofol and the sedative lorazepam were the primary drugs responsible for the singer's death.

Los Angeles police detectives have not concluded their criminal investigation and no one has been charged.


I got this news from CNN regarding Late Michael's death. I'm still very frustrated for 70 freakin days they kept his body. Its too long and sakit jua jasadnya tu? I know they wanted to do an autopsy but hey he needs to be rest in peace, not being kept in the fridge for so long. I and I agree with Michael's big brother Aziz that he should be rest in neverland where he belongs. Where he created his life. Life is full of S*** i know but they think its best for him..? Only Allah knows which side is Michael is either he is a muslim or a christian. But in my heart he is a muslim. i do not know why he was buried like a christian style. Hanya Allah saja yang tau. Mudahan rohnya di cucuri rahmat amin~ Al-Fatihah..

In Our Darkest Hour
In My Deepest Despair
Will You Still Care?
Will You Be There?
In My Trials
And My Tripulations
Through Our Doubts
And Frustrations
In My Violence
In My Turbulence
Through My Fear
And My Confessions
In My Anguish And My Pain
Through My Joy And My Sorrow
In The Promise Of Another Tomorrow
I'll Never Let You Part
For You're Always In My Heart.

Michael Jackson 1958-2009

These words i heard from one of his songs called will you be there. As I hear his voice saying those words i cried as i felt him deep with in my heart. I know some people think I am too much fanatic of him. But hey I grew up with him for the last 20 yrs. He is like a part of my life, my childhood, my idol.The whole world missed u "daddy". I also missed u soo much.No words could ever explain How much i missed u. But Dont worry I'll always pray that u are in good hands insyallah.




Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Recent activity

Just wanted to apologize with the errors that I have done on the earlier event..Damn ! I'm still frustrated after what i have done hahaha ok then nah jadi kan pengajaran....lain kali jan AMAI ! ! ! hahahaha.. Well I have done that also to my MSN contacts tak sengaja terdelete dui tu time tu luan sakai main2 sama Sony Ericsson X1 NAH! ilang ehh then i have to track down everyone else. ok hmm so far here are some pics that I did or attended during the past last month.( August 2009 )

Attended BRIDEX 2009 terjumpa Abg Mamat
I met Izza Looking good gurl.. ;)


Then Came along Ka Adi's newborn baby Boy baby Uqail @ Baby Jet..born in 09.08.09. COngrates ka adie n bg Q enjoy being a Babu and Papa huhuhu :p

hmm wat else...oh yes Aqelz's wedding hehe of course won't forget a good friend of mine's wedding hehe congrates my dear friend be a good Hubby and future daddy aight...and thank you to my girls Ben n Azimah for accompanying me that night.

With Some Friends
The Beautiful BrideThe Handsome Groom
And A Farewell Bash for my bloved friend bibi who had gone to RIPAS well start kraja dah. And also a belated Birthday for me on the date will never forget*Marked MJ's 51st Birthday on 29.08.09

The Tears I made her Cry with my gift I miss u already
Gonna miss my partner in crimeThank you for your surprise on my belated bday and also marked my MJ's Bday
Huggies
Me and Bibi
After her bash in the ward we decided to do in the girl's housing plus sungkai and guitar hero! !
With da Ladies

Me and bibz...manja nyer hehehe
Seorang perempuan yg karak main game hahahaha And Lastly me, Hubby love and Shiela makan Ice cream di Swensen...nyaman emm emm hehehehe slurps...




Amai

Phew now have to update some stories which i have deleted TIDAK sengaja.well that happens all the time and i hate it alot. Macam kan ku buat like to think wat happen for the past few days and mths that i have been through argh ! ! ! Oh my such an amai tangan i have there..loh so i now i have to recall back damn ! ! Sangat marah kepada diri ku sendiwi hahaha bah later...still UNDER CONSTRUCTION hahahaha....

09.09.09

09.09.09.. a busy day yes it is..a really busy day. Patients wanted to delivery their babies on that day so yeah and their wishes was granted. Not only that me too pun ikut busy jua.
Not only that i too have my own baby 999. I got a call from bapa in kuching tellin me that my sister in law Ina delivered a 2.1KG baby boy, she ended up caesarian due to some complication. Well that's what he said. I'm happy for them with their new prince arrived now we have more soldiers in the family. I'm still waiting for the new baby boy's pic..ngaleh ku text balik2 abg ku ani eshhh... So if ya balum bagi the pics i'll just have to ask it from my sisters since raya is comin up probably all of them berkumpul @ mom's house.. Anyway, congrateS again to my big bro and wifey..enjoy being a mum n dad.. luv frm ur baby sis n sis in law :)

My Bro Arif and Wifey Ka Ina